First Things First Video (MV)

Yeah
First things first man I hate that I give a f*ck about myself
I hate having emotions
Man that shit too potent
Man I'm tryna stay focused
But it's so hard to do
I got all this commotion running round in slow motion yeah
Real shit
Yeah
First things first
Real shit (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
First things first
I hate the fact that I'm doing this shit
But I gotta let this out so I'm speaking my shit
I ain't really been myself, I've been going through shit
Ironically I'm the one to blame for all of this shit yeah
I wasn't there for the one that I love
Made a promise that I'd be there when push comes to shove
She don't want me no more
And it's f*cking me up
Knowing I'm out the picture and she can have someone else
I've been praying to the lord up above
Asking why this girl forgave me for the shit that I done yeah
I broke her heart but I still have her trust
I could say sorry a thousand times, it's still not enough
I tell myself keep your head up when it gets tough
Stand on your own two feet when it gets rough yeah
Slowly learning my lesson
You got your point across now I get the message
Man I hate that I give a f*ck about myself
I hate having emotions
Man that shit too potent
Man I'm tryna stay focused
But it's so hard to do
I got all this commotion running round in slow motion yeah
Real shit (I scarred her, I broke her)
First things first (I scarred her, I broke her)
First things first
I'm the cause of this pain
I'm the cause of this pain
She will never be the same
Shit will never be the same
I got nothing else to gain
Put my heart in a grave
Cause this pain won't go away
This pain won't go (First things first)
I scarred her, I broke her, I hurt her (But she still here)
I scarred her, I broke her, I hurt her (Don't deserve her)
I scarred her, I broke her, I hurt her (But she still here)
I scarred her, I broke her, I hurt her (Don't deserve her)
I scarred her (Yeah) I broke her (Yeah) I hurt her (Yeah)
I scarred her (Yeah) I broke her (Yeah) I hurt her (Yeah)
I scarred her (Yeah) I broke her (Yeah) I hurt her (Yeah)
I scarred her (Yeah) I broke her (Yeah) I hurt her (Yeah)
I scarred her (Yeah) I broke her (Yeah) I hurt her (Yeah)
I scarred her (Yeah) I broke her (Yeah) I hurt her (Yeah)
I scarred her (Yeah) I broke her (Yeah) I hurt her (Yeah)
I scarred her (Yeah) I broke her (Yeah) I hurt her (Yeah)
(I scarred her, I broke her)
(I scarred her, I broke her)
(I scarred her, I broke her)
(I scarred her, I broke her)
I'm losing my faith
Losing all hope
I lost the girl who meant the whole wide world to me
Pray for me
I'm losing my faith
Losing all hope
I lost the girl who meant the whole wide world to me
So this is goodbye to me