I'm Not the Only One Video (MV)

Deja vu: I know I felt like this before
My heart not knowing what to feel anymore
I can't see anything good coming out of this
Except for the fact that I might grow tougher skin
But what's tougher skin if I ain't got nothing to lose
Because all I gained I just lost it to you
Thinking we'd be together till the end of the earth
I was apprehensive of it too when I said it first
I didn't get to say I love you cuz of the circumstances
But that still made me think of things that never happened
Like holding you close while laying on my bed
Or kissing your lips after the kind things you said
Or making a promise leading to commitment
Or watching TV and not knowing what time of day it is
But I know that time is just an illusion
And everything I do shows what a fool I was

Oh I've been hurting lately because time runs out
And I'm falling like the sand in an hourglass
Oh I've been hurting baby and it's all my fault
But I'm glad I know I'm not the only one

I could sit in my chair and recall the memories
Or finish this song like the way it was meant to be
But writing these words hurt my heart and not my fingers
Because it's never ever the physical that lingers
It's the emotional pain that'll stay in the way
It doesn't matter how much you kneel down and how much you pray
And I don't pray that much so that just makes things worse
If love isn't a blessing for me then maybe it's a curse
Maybe when I'm 30 and have a stable life
I'll finally be loved with a kid and a wife
Until then I hope you find something that'll make you feel better
Whether it's another person or something simple like a sweater
A warm sweater that'll keep you from the cold
God, what am I saying? It's as if I like you more
When we're apart and there's our past blocking our paths
I hope you have a better time coping than I have

I'm not the only one