It's been a deeply monotonous day
Wearing fake smiles and styles you don't want to say
And you come home knowing something's not right
Is it the tears or the sickness or just the birthright
And I know it's not that simple
And I know it's not that clear
But when it starts to kill you I just want you to know that I'll be here
I know you might be rotting inside out
Hurting badly 'cuz of other's mouths
But when it starts to kill you I just want to give you all my hours
Head pounding like a bass inside you
Feelings played like a guitar out of tune
It's the illness that'll make you fall through
Bands in disguise, bandits inside
Stealing hope and positivity left and right
Making their move for the next breakdown in sight
So please lift your head and open your eyes
Don't let the killers eat your consciousness tonight
Oh and it's just so damn unfair
That you don't want to live and that I really care for you
Please just know that if you leave
I'll always think and pray and live with you until I believe