my worst apology ever Video (MV)

Well I think I should've drowned in my friends pool
I only did drugs to say I was cool
I cut up my wrist
Just to make you get pissed
Week and weeks you shut me out
Never know what it's about
When your body grows cool
I come to you anywhere
My heart rate races
My body needs a lot of air

I won't apologize for the way I feel inside
I won't apologize for the way I feel inside
I won't apologize for the way I feel inside
I won't apologize for the way I feel inside

Well i feel like i'm missing my teeth
I feel like i haven't slept in a week
It's getting harder and harder to breathe
I just need some company
To wash away all of me
All my fears are down the drain now
I'm so sorry i'm so cold now
I'm sorry that i let you down

You say I'm not good for you
You say it like I'll never listen
You say it like I'm gonna hear the words you say
But I don't listen anyway