Sapient - burdens Lyrics

Hm
So many times where I ask"Why am I?"
Trying so hard when you keeping up a lie
Was it even real, did you have to waste my time
Eyes super dead, used to love to fantasize
Had to drop my pride and see what was inside
Told you many times that I need you by my side
You ran away and cried while I sat in my demise
Did you self reflect or say that I ain't try
Say I ain't try, keeping up a lie
Why all these thots keep on thinking they the prize
Humble all these bitches gotta kick 'em down to size
Never give my heart up, I'm not wasting any time
Not f*cking on these bitches, I ain't getting my soul tied
Last girl got me f*cked and I see her when I cry
That shit so bad, gotta get back in my prime
Realize you a king and f*ck KSI
Told you these bitches was bad for us
You still f*ckin' 'em you and mad or what
I was going hard and she callin' it lust
Okay, tell me what is it that you want
Said your ex shit, now she callin' me what
Gave you all you want and you still f*ck up
Feelin' like Sneako, man, I feel so f*cking cucked
Got another trauma, man, What the f*ck, What the f*ck, What the f*ck
Got another trauma man, What the f*ck
Feel so f*ckin
One sided
So many times where I ask"Why am I?"
Fightin
So many times where I ask"Why am I?"
Trying so hard when you keeping up a lie
Was it even real, did you have to waste my time
Eyes super dead, used to love to fantasize
Had to drop my pride and see what was inside
Told you many times that I need you by my side
You ran away and cried while I sat in my demise
Did you self reflect or say that I ain't try
Say I ain't try, keeping up a lie
Why all these thots keep on thinking they the prize
Humble all these bitches gotta kick 'em down to size
Never give my heart up, I'm not wasting any time