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Spending my night scrolling 'cause there ain't nobody who wants to let me in
Start thinking to myself maybe it's just better to be paper-thin
No need to impose I just thought you should know that I would kill
To be loved by someone in a world that does not seem to feel
I can't do it on my own, and if I could, then I would go,
But I don't wanna be alone I am damned if I do and if I don't
I know I got some walls up
Know I need to slow down
Know that I cannot be everything so profound
Maybe if I could just hold somebody down
Then my heart could be free and I could be found
Is it me or is it you? I feel like we are all so blue
Come up to me and say hello and maybe you could have my phone
But we don't do that no more, no
We just wait for the wind to blow
I want someone to love all of me
But they just want my body
I can't do it on my own, and if I could, then I would go,
But I don't wanna be alone I am damned if I do and if I don't
I know I got some walls up
Know I need to slow down
Know that I cannot be everything so profound
Maybe if I could just hold somebody down
Then my heart could be free and I could be found
I got no tears left to cry
And everyone says I'll be fine
But what if I want more in life
Than to stand by my own side
I can't do it on my own, and if I could, then I would go,
But I don't wanna be alone I am damned if I do and if I don't
I know I got some walls up
Know I need to slow down
Know that I cannot be everything so profound
Maybe if I could just hold somebody down
Then my heart could be free and I could be found
Spending my night scrolling 'cause there ain't nobody who wants to let me in