I know that some of what you're saying could be true
And deep down there's a part of me that wants to trust in you
You're trying to be funny and I'm trying to be smart
Trying all my best not to let down my guard
Conversations end and everyone begins to leave
Until all that's left sitting here is you and me
You're trying to move closer and I'm trying to pull away
Trying all my best not to give into your ways
It's the morning after and you're asking me to leave
I've barely woken up and you're trying to get rid of me
I'm on the bus home wondering what I did wrong
Am I another name on your list, are you another love song
Six days have passed, I receive a message from you
You're out and about but your night is nearly through
You ask me to come over and my head is screaming no
But I've had a lot to drink so I leave my friends and go
One thing that I am always thinking
Why do I let this keep on happening
I have been here before and I am stronger than this
But I'm a damn addict when it comes to your kiss
I'm full of life until somebody says your name
I feel my stomach sink and I'm drowning in the shame
I'm trying to be funny and I'm trying to be cool
Trying all my best not to look like your fool
Six months have passed and I feel like I've moved on
You're here tonight, I've avoided you, I'm done
You're walking over to me and I feel like I could be sick
And then you take my hand and you hold on to it...