Sarah Woody - Only an Illusion Lyrics

I put on illusions of being strong
I go through the motions every day and pretend I'm moving on
It's been so long now than since were ever together
Yet sometimes I feel the pain like a fresh wound
I miss you more... more than ever

How can I move on when my feelings never changed?
How can I see you with her and pretend to be ok?
I was so enthralled by you, I can't get away from you
I always come back to you... come back to you

When you left me did you feel free?
While I go through the motions everyday bound by your memory
It's been so long now since we were ever together
Yet sometimes I feel the pain like a fresh wound.
I miss you more than ever... than ever... more than ever

How can I move on when since you've been away
Nobody has made me feel like you did in the day?
I was so enthralled by you, I can't get away from you
I always come back to you... come back to you

You've uncovered this insecurity that I didn't know I had
That you can feel so deep and give so much
But the power's not all in your hands

I've attached too much gravity to your mystery
To our history, to your memory
Too much gravity to your mystery
To our history, to your memory

You said I belonged in your arms
You said you wanted me
That the only thing you wanted to know was to know me deeply

But it was never you... but it was never you
But it was never you, never you, never you, never you, never
I was so enthralled by you, I can't get away from you, let me be free from you