No matter how neurotic my mind
That's not what I wanted to say
I'm running out of words
Hey hey
I've always loved you
I've always cared
But in the past I wasn't there
Out to the desert
To disappear
Only to find I wasn't there
Everything I knew was wrong
What is really going on?
There in the darkest depths of my mind
That's not what I wanted to say
I'm running out of words
Hey hey
They'll sell sarcasm
And constant fear
Don't be so far don't be so near
The missing papers
The souvenir
No one around no one can hear
All at once we want to live
Holy water won't wash away sin
Up in the sky the sun is red
What's in the past and what's ahead?
Oh can I live with what's in my heart?
That's not what I wanted to say
I'm running out of words