The Scenic Route - New Year Lyrics

Coming down from the heights of the highest peak
Crawling skin and I know I won't get to sleep
Felt good when I had it in my chest so deep
But what's up goes down and the incline is steep

So if you need me
Call me
You know where to find me
I'll be drinking at the bar
All alone
I'm tired of second guessing
All your expectations
I know you made me promise
That I'd try to change
I succeed at failure
Consistently inconsistent
To the ones that I love
I know you made me promise
I know I made it sound so real
It's just the new old me

Where'd you go when the party came to a close
I had to go for reasons nobody knows
Sudden wave of panic hit me and I froze
With my bloodshot eyes and a bloody nose

So if you need me
Call me
You know where to find me
I'll be drinking at the bar
All alone
I'm tired of second guessing
All your expectations
I know you made me promise
That I'd try to change
I succeed at failure
Consistently inconsistent
To the ones that I love
I know you made me promise
I know I made it sound so real
It's just the new old me

Don't you want to congratulate
Me for being
Such a failure in the eyes of everyone
I can't help myself
I'm so good at being
This person I hate
Because it's such a rush

So if you need me
Call me
You know where to find me
I'll be drinking at the bar
All alone
I'm tired of second guessing
All your expectations
I know you made me promise
That I'd try to change
I succeed at failure
Consistently inconsistent
To the ones that I love
I know you made me promise
I know I made it sound so real
It's just the new old me