Left Over Velvet, Pt. 2 Video (MV)

Staring at me from across the room, a Christmas tree ornament falls on the floor from a tree still up in June
Underneath lays a letter, written like a great American novel
A book that sings like cross word poetry
You read across the lines but the message is hidden in vertical symmetry
I want to tell you my secrets, I want you to believe in this
That all my lies are ill spoken good-byes
And I don't know how to tell you you're just a season that I've experienced since last Christmas
It's you like summer heat and I am suffocating
There is no forgiveness for this sickness
And the guilt is flooding right through these walls
Built up from anxiousness
Trying to address this
That you are a
A Christmas tree in July
As we say our goodbyes with such vicious endeavor
I watch you light up, burn out and suffer
You watch me leave in a calculated silence
But I promise you that my heart was broken too
It fits of fashion I scream out my emotion to songs written by people angry and used
I destroy my voice with air pressure abuse. My body confused seeks new refuge
It follows me everywhere, the darkness suffocating me worse than the gas and matches you lit up on me
I'm half sorry I never really said goodbye, just left you with an empty shell
Reason full of plot holes and lies
The other half an apology that you ever had to meet this
Bulls**t punk ass sissy
Who couldn't ever say anything he was f*cking feeling
There is no forgiveness for this sickness
And the guilt is flooding right through these walls
Built up from anxiousness
Trying to address this
That you are a
A Christmas tree in July
When I took you down, I meant to put you out
Tangled in the tree lights, ornaments against my bare feet
A vivid simile inside my memories, soiling the birth of a savior with everything empty
Now you're a song, stuck in my memories, my sad velvet clown
Never believing in love like this again