Ever since I was a little boy
Been scared of all the darkness I have known
I'm falling deeper into murky dreams
Wondering how I fell into this sleep
When will I wake up and see
Without dreaming eyes
How can I be so asleep
As my life goes by
Living in a haze of delusions
And as the years go by
I'll sit and dream of life
Growing numb to all of life's disdain
I'm wondering why I'm living through this pain
I'm falling deeper into murky dreams
Wondering how I fell into this sleep
When will I wake up and see
Without dreaming eyes
How can I be so asleep
As my life goes by
Living in a haze of delusions
And as the years go by
I'll sit and dream of life
Living in a muddy pit
A stagnant pool of hell
Sewing seeds of my regret
To grow into myself
Shadows sit inside my brain
They keep me in this brainwashed haze
I think I'm losing myself again I'm afraid that I
Won't come back this time
Won't come back this time
Won't come back this time
When will I wake up and see
Without dreaming eyes
How can I be so asleep
As my life goes by
Living in a haze of delusions
And as the years go by
I'll sit and dream of life
I wanna feel alive
I wanna feel alive
I wanna feel it