Okay
My mind been goin' through phases
Hard to tell which f*ckin' way I've gone
Soul is for the takin' I've been smokin' till the pain is gone
Y'all pussies never showin' face them clown mask painted on
I just made like twenty tracks And never even played them once
Dreams I'm in a mansion, but I wake up in the ruins
Shot at by my opposition, the only hits from Cupid
I'm feelin' somethin' weighin' me down I'm climbin' mountains
I'm always feelin' faded out with drugs Yeah, I be drownin',
Flickin' coins up in the fountain,
Makin' wishes I can't promise
There'll be millions round my coffin
Tend to think about it often
Most the time I'm feelin' lost in this
Livin' life cautionless
I didn't know when I was younger the my vices come with problems and
Everything that I imagine coming to reality
The drugs, while they are fun are always speakin' out of fallacy
Sleepin' in the studio my girl is always mad at me
On this beam of life I'm havin' trouble stayin' balanced But
Everything that I imagine coming to reality
The drugs, while they are fun Are always speakin' out of fallacy
Sleepin' in the studio My girl is always mad at me
On this beam of life
I'm older now I've grown
I see where I'm sewn from
I don't need your help
Some things I've never owned Got used to blamin' anger on the wealth
Learned that's all just bullshit And it's draggin' down upon my health
So now I wear my seatbelt
And think about what she felt
Put smoke up in the driver's seat
So tell me who am I to see what's really wrong
This life gets sick and twisted I'm inside of it, just mixin
Never a good thought that lasts too long I think I might've fixed it
Even when I have shit I feel like I really just can't get shit
Gotta have more and I think it's all inside of my addiction
I just have to have it My master plan and passion
Comes with private jets and f*ckin' mountain cabins
And it's all because somebody said I couldn't f*ckin' have it
Everything that I imagine coming to reality
The drugs, while they are fun are always speakin' out of fallacy
Sleepin' in the studio My girl is always mad at me
On this beam of life I'm havin' trouble stayin' balanced But
Everything that I imagine coming to reality
The drugs, while they are fun Are always speakin' out of fallacy
Sleepin' in the studio my girl is always mad at me On this beam of life
On this beam of life
F*ck
On This Beam of Life
F*ck