Within your arms
Everything feels perfect
The depth of your eyes
Seems to give me a reason
To carry on
Since your light has touched my world
I think I know what hope means
You carry all the pain away
You gave my life a reason
But I will always destroy everything I love
Self destructive behavior
Is ruling my world
I will destroy everyone
Standing close to me
In control of self hate
Marked by so many scars
That will never heal again
I find myself at war
At war with myself and with who I am
At war with what humanity forced be to become
At war with mental illnesses slowly killing me
At war with nearly everything, please take my Hand
And save me from what I have become
Unable to feel anything
Than disgust for me
I will destroy everything
What I ever loved
In control of self hate
Marked by so many scars
That will never heal again
I find myself at war
At war with myself and with who I am
At war with what humanity forced be to become
At war with mental illnesses slowly killing me
At war with nearly everything, please take my Hand
And save me from what I have become
How can you even love someone like me
I've been struggling for so many years to accept myself and to see that I'm more than I think but I still only feel hate for myself
How can you even love someone like me
My inner demons keep eating me alive, I am nothing but an empty shell but I still won't give up the fight to free myself