Scout - Winner Lyrics

It feels so cold out here, then I remember why
Somebody made a comment and it took me by surprise
I feel so small and insecure
My body has gone back in time to when you dropped the ball
And who are you to have such a hold?
I've tried so hard but what's the point if nothing's ever good enough
I used to dream about you calling me to say you were wrong
And tell me that you're sorry about the things that went down
I could stick the knife in just to feel like I won
But no one is a winner till I say that it's done:
It's done
I go past your house sometimes when I'm in town
I remember standing in the doorway, asking for a sign
Its all my fault, the bar has hit the floor
It's easy to forget someone you didn't want to know
And I'll forgive but not forget how much it takes
To not regret nothing ever being good enough
I used to dream about you calling me to say you were wrong
And tell me that you're sorry about the things that went down
I could stick the knife in just to feel like I won
But no one is a winner till I say that it's done:
It's done
Still see you standing there with my future in your hands
You start tearing at the edge till theres nothing of me left
In a second its all gone - you pulled the trigger on my love
I see a body on the floor but it's just me
I used to dream about you calling me to say you were wrong (say you were wrong) and tell me that you're sorry about the things that went down
I could stick the knife in just to feel like I won
But no one is a winner till I say that it's done:
It's done
No one is a winner, no one is a winner, no one is a winner"