Uncomfortable thoughts I've been avoiding
I just turn my shoulder; let em bounce right off my shoulder blade
Like the end of the world we just don't think about it
It's easier if I'm just asleep
I know what comes next
Yeah I know where this leads
It leads to heartbreak every time
I'll learn what a broken heart feels like
Well I wish I could do something
But every time means every time
When the bomb finally drops will I survive?
Will I make it to next year; will I make it past that night
I'll do whatever it takes; anything I swear
Cross my heart and hope to die
And die I think I might
I might be happier in hell
'Cause hell would keep my mind off you
I don't want to live without you
And I don't want to die without you
By my side
I know what comes next
Yeah I know where this leads
It leads to heartbreak every time
I'll learn what a broken heart feels like
Well I wish I could do something
But every time means every time
Every time