SdotNoel - First Time (feat. Angelina Sherie) Lyrics

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Your shit is so strange
You keep lying
And you're always manipulating everything
You don't see subconsciously
You depend on me
Even emotionally and it's not fair

I wanna be loved
In a social way
And I wanna be married
But you won't be there with me On that day

I won't be the one around for you
You never know what you really wanna do
Now you want for me to stop my life
So you can have a chance to get it right
You shoulda got it the first time

Why don't you talk to somebody
Like a therapist or a specialist
To help you work through all of this
I won't hold you accountable
You should have your own self under control
And if it wasn't possible
Then you should have let me know

I deserve to be loved In a special way

I won't be the one around for you
You never know what you really wanna do
Now you want for me to stop my life
So you can have a chance to get it right
You shoulda got it the first time