You don't get it I been locked up in my mind it's a cell
45 cocked at my brain tryna help myself
One blood stain One addiction and a f*ckin shotgun shell
Leave me in the dirt forgotten I'm the bottom shelf
Coke up in my nose tryna forget that rotten smell
Just stay patent with the seeds bitch you better water well
I'm just tryna grind up out this sewer need some water help
You just left me like I was manure on your bottom step
Left out in the rain like shit up on a shingle
Always been the loser that everybody needed
When you were hungry who came to feed ya
When you needed some dough who came to see ya
Like who needed a father when he needed a needle
That's a game bar just needed you to see it
Effected me as a youngster knowing I could be it
Never be a hustler just a clown up on the bleachers
That's what everyone thought but I saw my future pretense
Know that there would be some pain but I'm the one to preach it
I'm the one to see it I'm the one to break through
PDX finest n I'll be the first to break loose