I have to scream and shout
All about how i feel
What happened to my soul?
It used to shine
Even burn sometimes
"you know it's not so bad" you used to say
Now it's true in a way
Feelings i never dared to feel
Sights i couldn't bare to see
Beliefs i didn't dare believe
They make me feel so good
I don't care if it hurts
I'll love you inside out
Til my heart is burst
"i'm goin down in flames" i used to say
Now it's true in a way
So many things that i can never say
Best friends that i can never meet
And the ending i can never see
I lock the door and laugh
I'm feelin so lost
It's good to be alive and feeling
At any cost
"you make living look good" i used to say
Now it's true in a way
Living i never dared to live