A Cold Night in July Video (MV)

I sit back most nights and think of you
Revisiting our memories
There was so much I needed to say
I find myself full of regret and pain
In question that spirals into rage
So I let it out up on this stage
I'll live my life to honor your spirit
Just like you taught me

If you can hear me sing these words
Even from a far
You should know that I can't just let you go
Know I tried to make you whole
You where to far gone
And I can't to let you go
If you can hear me scream these words
Even from a far
You where the light in our hearts
I forgive you
Please forgive me
With tears in my eyes I have to let you go!

Even after all this time
These thoughts still haunt me because...
I closed her eyes
The eyes of my maker
A memory that haunts me
Haunt me forever
Tragedy taunts me time stands still
Bleeding through a person hell
I CANT TAKE THIS

I can't help but lash out and hurt the ones I love
And sabotage my own life at every single turn
I've resorted to lying to myself
Living it up as if I where someone else
Even though this is not who I am
Pretending takes the edge of the edge

If you can hear me sing these words
Even from a far
You should know that I can't just let you go
Know I tried to make you whole
You where to far gone
And I can't just let you go
If you can hear me scream these words
Even from a far
You where the light in our hearts
I forgive you
Please forgive me
With tears in my eyes I have to let you go!

A cold night in July
She left this life took her last breath
In the blink of an eye her pulse would cease to exist
I CANT BREATH
Turbulent anger consumes me
Please give me a sign
ANYTHING

If you can hear me sing these words
Even from a far
You should know that I can't just let you go
Know I tried to make you whole
You where to far gone
And I have to let you go
(Let you go)
If you can hear me scream these words
Even from a far
You where the light in our hearts
(Light in our hearts)
I forgive you