Sebastian Black - Otherwise Lyrics

She made me think i failed again
I guess it's always been the same
She made me reforget my name
I never played this type of game

I found messing with a narcissist can be
A downer of a different kind
Looking at a painting of a starry night
I could relate it to my mind

Another lonely time i'm owning
The shadows of my mind are showing

And the dresses of the trees are changing
And the colors of their leaves are fading

She made me feel i'm wrong again
I thought that i'm the one to blame

I wouldn't talk it 'til the oaks are throwing
To get a better feature of my life
Soloing a song that's always skipping back
Just like a seven inch fourty five

But i'll allow myself to meditate it
I'm gonna process it each other day
While the dresses of the people are changing
And the colors of their eyes are fading

It's the days when just the sun will kiss me
I guess that's allright
It's the days when just the wind will hug me
But otherwise i'm doing fine

She made me feel i've lost again
I guess it's always been this way

Melodic voices from a media stream
They wanna drag me into this game
From a golden river of promises
I'm pouring buckets of this pain

But i'll allow myself to meditate it
I'm gonna process it each other day
While the dresses of the people are changing
And the colors of their eyes are fading

It's the time when just the sun will kiss me
I guess that's allright
It's the time when just the wind will hug me
But otherwise i'm doing fine
It's the time when just the sun will kiss me
I guess that's allright
It's the time when just the wind will hug me
But otherwise i'm doing fine

I wouldn't talk it 'til the oaks are throwing
To get a better feature of my life
Soloing a song that's always skipping back
Just like a seven inch fourty five
I might sing it when the sun is back
Because it always made me free
Doing all the stuff is gonna take a bit
Just like a twelve inch thirty three

It's the time when just the sun will kiss me
I guess that's allright
It's the days when just the wind will hug me
But otherwise i'm doing fine
I'm gonna decompose in late december
But otherwise i'm doing fine