hug myself Video (MV)

Tell my therapist about you, but never say your name
About when I was young, filled with love for you
I looked up to you, hoped your love was true
You never told me about you as a kid
All the crazy things you did
Now I'm older, none the wiser
Living off things I learned on my own
I wonder why you turned against me
You should have my back, not hate me
Why didn't you ask and text me
Now I settled with reality
What I wanted will never be
Now it's all the same to me (whoah)
'Cause I'm your biggest enemy
Well you were someone to me
But I just can't fix you (fix you)
Now I'm driving away, as you're driving me insane
Why don't you go love yourself
I'll be in my room and try to hug myself then
Just make a move to fix what's broken
When it's my childhood you've stolen
Hate myself for all this time wasted
I should be writing about love, not hatred
I hope one day, you'll realize and change
There's so much to gain
I wonder why you turned against me
You should have my back, not hate me
Why didn't you ask and text me
Now I settled with reality
What I wanted will never be
Now it's all the same to me (whoah)
'Cause I'm your biggest enemy
Well you were someone to me
But I just can't fix you (fix you)
Now I'm driving away, as you're driving me insane
Why don't you go love yourself
I'll be in my room and try to hug myself then