Pop a tab just to feel like I'm here but I'm faded now
Tryna give you all my love but I'm full of doubt
Mirror's like a stranger, who's that in the glass
Running from my past but the pain's too fast
You say you're down for me but I ain't down for myself
I'm lost in these Xans, my heart's collecting dust on the shelf
You deserve a crown but I'm stuck in my zone
Tryna vibe with you but I'm too deep in my phone
I'm chasing ghosts in my head and where the pain won't fade
Tryna hold you close but my heart's been played
Can't give you what you need, I'm stuck in a haze
Loving you is like a zombie's round and I'm losing this wave
I'm drowning in these pills, tryna numb the feels
But every hit I take just deepens the deal
Wanna be your hero but I'm stuck in the dark
My love's like a glitch, can't even hit the mark
If I could love myself, maybe I'd find a light
But these pills got me trapped, I'm losing the fight
I see you reaching out, the light is on
Tryna love you back but my soul's too far gone
I'm chasing ghosts in my head and where the pain won't fade
Tryna hold you close but my heart's been played
Can't give you what you need, I'm stuck in a haze
Loving you is like a zombie's round and I'm losing this wave
I'm stuck in this loop, can't break the chain
Loving you's a struggle but I'm numb to the pain
Maybe one day I'll find a way to heal
But until then, I'm chasing highs that don't feel real