Second Chance Charade - God, I Hate This (The Voices) Lyrics

(Ayy, ayy)
God, I hate this, yeah, yeah
(Ayy, ayy)
Trapped inside my mind, yeah, yeah
(Ayy, ayy)
(Ayy, ayy)
God, I hate this, trapped inside my mind
Voices loud, I can't leave 'em behind
You're too hard to love, you're too much to bear
Smile on my face, but nobody cares
They say, "You talk too much, it can't be that bad"
But pretty people like me ain't supposed to be sad
They tell me, "Just pretend, no one cares anyway"
But I'm breaking inside while I waste away
Voices in my head, they won't leave me alone
Too loud to ignore, can't find my way home
They say I'm too much, but I can't break away
Smile on my face, but I'm dying every day
I'm tired of pretending, it's wearing me thin
Every day's a battle, but I can't seem to win
They say, "Just keep smiling, it's not that bad"
But they don't know the darkness that I've always had
I'm stuck in a loop, voices echo inside
I can't silence the pain, there's nowhere to hide
I never got closure, just kept moving fast
Now I'm haunted by memories of a broken past
Breaking ain't an option, so I keep on the mask
While the voices keep screaming, I can't handle the task
They say, "Push it down, just bottle it tight"
But these demons inside are ready to fight
Voices in my head, they won't leave me alone
Too loud to ignore, can't find my way home
They say I'm too much, but I can't break away
Smile on my face, but I'm dying every day
Dying every day, yeah, yeah
(Ayy, ayy)
Voices in my head, yeah, yeah
(Ayy, ayy)
(Ayy, Ayy)