Second Chance Charade - Trauma Lyrics

Born into the shadows, heart full of scars
Parents on that meth, man, they was always far
Numb to the pain, but it still leaves a mark
Feelin' like I'm drownin', stuck in the dark
Poppin' pills to keep the demons at bay
Rollin' up the weed, tryna float away
But every high got me crashin' low
I know I'm lost, but I still won't show
I got trauma buried deep inside
But I'm runnin' from the truth, just tryna hide
Mixin' all these drugs, hopin' they align
But in the mirror, I can't recognize
Parents' ghosts haunt me every night
Saw em' break apart, saw em' lose the fight
Now I'm caught up in the same damn mess
Livin' on the edge, man, I can't confess
Poppin' pills to keep the demons at bay
Rollin' up the weed, tryna float away
But every high got me crashin' low
I know I'm lost, but I still won't show
I got trauma buried deep inside
But I'm runnin' from the truth, just tryna hide
Mixin' all these drugs, hopin' they align
But in the mirror, I can't recognize
I know this ain't the way to heal
But I don't know what I really feel
Livin' in a replay, I can't escape
Tryna cope, but it's too late
So I'm poppin' pills, rollin' up the weed
In this broken world, tryna float away
Trauma's got a hold, it's so hard to breathe
But I keep on goin', tryna find some peace
I got trauma buried deep inside
But I'm runnin' from the truth, just tryna hide
Mixin' all these drugs, hopin' they align
But in the mirror, I can't recognize
I got trauma buried deep inside
But I'm runnin' from the truth, just tryna hide
Mixin' all these drugs, hopin' they align
But in the mirror, I can't recognize
I know this ain't the way to heal
But I'm numb to what I really feel
Livin' in a replay, I can't escape
Tryna cope, but it's too late