Second Chance Charade - Wishing on a Star Lyrics

Lighting up the dark, Yea I'm chasing ghosts
Hiding from my past, cause it haunts me the most
Blunt to my head, yeah, I'm lost in the smoke
Life's a payment and I'm f*cking broke
Wishing on a star that won't shine tonight
Caught in a loop, just can't get it right
Feeling dead inside, but I fake a smile
Living in pain, been this way a while
My girl hates me, but I can't seem to leave
Trapped in a cycle, I can't break free
Her eyes are empty like a dying star
Stuck in this play and I forgot my part
Scrolling through the gram, yeah,
I see the lies Everyone's living while I slowly die inside
Wishing on a star that won't shine tonight
Caught in a loop, just can't get it right
Feeling dead inside, but I fake a smile
Living in pain, been this way for a while
My girl hates me, but I can't seem to leave
Trapped in a cycle, I can't break free
Her eyes are empty like a dying star
Stuck in this play and I forgot my part
Scrolling through the gram, yeah,
I see the lies Everyone's living while I slowly die inside
Wishing on a star that won't shine tonight
Caught in a loop, just can't get it right
Feeling dead inside, but I fake a smile
Living in pain, been this way for a while
My girl hates me, but I can't seem to leave
Trapped in a cycle, I can't break free
Chainsmoking memories getting lost in my brain
Counting down the hours through these endless days
She's my ghost and I'm her shadow
We're stuck in a game, we can't let go
Haunting the night, masking all the pain
Hiding from my past with nothing to gain
Living in the shadows where the sun don't shine
Trying to escape, but I'm stuck in time