Nostalgia, why are you keeping me here?
I've crawled out from the fire and ice time and time again
Nostalgia, why do you always stick around?
It's hard to take it step by step when I never touch the ground
When we were kids the world was much smaller in my eyes
Now I've grown up to see the whole world is falling apart (It's falling apart)
Failed lungs and I can't stop screaming
Boiled blood from my head down to my toes
I feel it now and my heart beat's racing
Failed hymns and the sweat soaking through my clothes
It's breaking through and I can't stop dreaming
Shattered ghosts and I'm close to the other side
I feel it now and my heart beat's racing
Stale eyes, but I sense that I'm getting close (Yeah I sense that I'm getting close)
The last leaf has broken off and blown away
I'm swallowing all my mistakes and all the stupid shit that I said
I lost a lung under a cigarette that kept me grounded
I lost the contact of my younger days, became dismounted
The thoughts that rusted old to new are screaming in my head
Cnd I don't know if I fell asleep alive or woke up dead (Did I wake up dead?)