Seepie - Tears Between the Laughter Lyrics

I've found lately I've been feeling so fine
I see myself and all my dreams just running down the line
And everything I've ever wanted just seems to come true
But now I've learned it's up to me and everything I do
But now and then I get so scared and feel like I'm to lose
But then I sing this sweet old song and know that isn't true
I'm gonna shine my light so bright right down life's avenue
And as I walk this unknown road these words just help me through
It's not the destination
It is all my complications
That make this whole story of my life worth turning the pages
Don't want happy ever after
I want tears between the laughter
And no one wants to go read a book that don't have some disaster
The street of life's a bumpy road
I've got no shocks and broken boes
I laugh above my crumbled toes
Cuz life's a joke that I can't control
I get the joke, yeah the joke's on me
The less I care, the more I'm free
And some say my book's not funny
But I just laugh at their delivery
It's not the destination
It is all my complications
That make this whole story of my life worth turning the pages
Don't want happy ever after
I want tears between the laughter
And no one wants to go read a book that don't have some disaster
Oh no oh