This town had sunk its teeth
Deep inside of me
and now I struggle just to breathe
And this used to be my own safety
The sidewalks, they're torn up
and the memories are grey
I'd rather keep them all that way
'Cause I can't relive
all of those nights when I was afraid
that I wouldn't ever be the same
and I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this now
Look at me
I'm a mess
a mess of everything
that I never wanted to be
I can't repeat
I can't relive
Those nights when I was afraid
that I wouldn't ever be the same
and I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this, back to all this now
Nights when I was afraid
that I wouldn't ever be the same
and I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this, back to all this now