The Service Monkeys - What's the Story? Lyrics

I'm 20 now thought I found my way
But now everything is just more insane
When I was 16 I thought that at this point I'd have everything figured out
I guess I was wrong, everything's going wrong
I don't even know why I'm singing this song
Maybe someday I will find help
But this is the best thing, it's better than "hell"

(I'm done with the ridicule, I'm done with you telling me who I am
I'm being my own f*cking person for now on man
This is my life and I'm gonna do with it what I want)

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I lost my self esteem when you looked at me and said
That you with that I mine as well just be better off dead
Well I looked at you and said, "if that's how you really feel
I guess it's time to say goodbye, so goodbye!"

I don't know who I am

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