Listen
I don't know what I want
But I know that sometimes
I want you near my side
Near my heart
I love when you tell me that I'm the one for you
But deep down, I know that I don't want you like you want me
It makes me sad to see you deeply in love
But I also love the attention that you give me
I know if I don't give you what you deserve
You'll leave me
So I'll do they bare minimum just to keep you at arms reach
There's so much that I can't give you
You should go and find someone else
Something else
I'm sorry
I'm sorry that I wasted your time
I'm sorry that you're in love
Because I'm not
I want you
But I don't want you to want me as much as you do right now
Maybe
Just maybe one day I will be ready for someone like you
I mean look at you
You're perfect
But there's things that I gotta do in order to be ready for someone like you
Each and everyday I lead you on
And now I'm responsible for your heart
I now realize that I ain't shit