Seth Bowman - Long Road Ahead Lyrics

Wake me up at sunrise
Cause i'm giving up on you and I
I've had enough of you not giving me enough
You not giving me enough
I've been down this road to many times before
I guess it's time for me to get up off the floor
I just wish I coulda done more, for your sake
This worlds a chore, guess i'm bout to break
I just hope I come to grips before I wake
Cause the feeling of eternal war, I can't shake
And even if I try to make my jail break
I can't cause it's all in my head it's called fate
Depression got me thinking that the world fake
But even with faith everybody still hates
I think I need to get in my lane and stay straight
But it's been weighing heavy on my heart since I was eight
They said go to your room because it's gettin' late
But I haven't even finished the food that's on my plate
It doesn't matter you don't want to hear this freight
That i'm about to spew all to my mate
And as they ate
I just wish that they could of filled a crate
And sent it to any other state
I don't wanna begin to think about the weight
That's been lifted off my shoulders here as of late
Wake me up at sunrise
Cause i'm giving up on you and I
I've had enough of you not giving me enough
You not giving me enough
When i'm alone feelings start to harbor
Sometimes it makes me feel like a monster
In my younger days I would be a mobster
But nowadays i just need a doctor
Mid last week I was at the barber
And thinking 'bout how I haven't prospered
So when I left I was feelin' bothered
I've never before been this awkward
In the past when people yelled and hollered
I would feel like I would need to put on armor
But that's because it would be much harder
To defend myself because I wasn't proper
And as I grew I learned to barter
And trade ideas to become much smarter
I'm so glad that I wasn't fostered
Cause maybe then I would be in Hartford
But then again my thoughts have wandered
Sometimes they win sometimes they bother
I thought that maybe I would be a farmer
'Till I heard Em rhyme Jeffery Dahmer
Wake me up at sunrise
Cause i'm giving up on you and I
I've had enough of you not giving me enough
You not giving me enough
Even though I know it's a long road ahead
I still can't seem to get ahead
Too many words that I wish were unsaid
So now I write with a pen instead
Remember back to all the times that you said
That you were my best friend
Now I spend my time alone
And it's unknown the effect was cold
So, if you ever wanted to think about your actions boy
Just remember that people are not a toy
You better try to bring them joy
Even in the end days of your life
You better not cut them short with a knife
My entire motive is to thrive
I'd rather win in life and survive
When the road is dark and you can't see ahead
Everything you thought you knew was misled
How many times do I have to say it
In order for you to get it through your head
Wake me up at sunrise
Cause i'm giving up on you and I
I've had enough of you not giving me enough
You not giving me enough
Wake me up at sunrise
Cause i'm giving up on you and I
I've had enough of you not giving me enough
You not giving me enough