Open mouth taste the darkness
You've fallen inside again
Violently it speaks to me
It says speak up now or become death
But my spirit is weak, so I don't say a thing
Gnashing teeth cut right through me
I'm caught in your smile again
The mind resists but the fear complies
My wings are clipped so I cannot fly
Words they hurt but it's kept inside
I'm trying to survive but I
I'm going down, down, down
So deep I'll never be found
Head spinning round and round
So fast I can't make a sound
I will do as you say
Give you everything you want just stay
I will comply
I will obey
I don't speak but I promise you I've plenty to say
Take my word I will be heard one of these days
I find it hard to feel my heart it's numb from all that you've said
This isn't love when will you get it through your f*cking head
The truth was backwards, living in a fantasy
Now it's clear see that we'll never go back
'Cause even what I thought was true
Was a lie I was caught on you
So I tried to excuse your abuse but the noose was tied as the fuse ignites
But you bet I'll be ready for the fight this time
Hold my breath as I
I'm going down, down, down
So deep I'll never be found
Head spinning round and round
So fast I can't make a sound
I will do as you say
Give you everything you want just stay
I will comply
I will obey
You wanted it all to go your way
Said what you could so that I would stay
You played the victim and you placed the blame
But all it did was push me away
Leaving you was the best thing I would do
No more years wasted on you
No tears were shed as I turned around
Said my goodbyes and I broke your crown
Never again will I let you in
Call you a friend just to watch me as I
Never again will I let you in
Under my skin just to watch me as I
I'm going down, down, down
So deep I'll never be found
Head spinning round and round
So fast I can't make a sound
I will do as you say
Give you everything you want just stay
I will comply
I will obey