Shades Beyond Shadows - First Touch Lyrics

What I see, what's in me, what's in front of me
Can't you tell the dream from reality
Try to find, never mind anything I hide
Won't you stray from your lovely hating
Tighter clutch, out of touch, dare I think too much
Disbelieving your beliefs completely
Did I ask for help
Do you know your worth

First touch, rather I be fading away
You may have no home you run to
Downed, I can't escape through growth nor decay
Rise and end the endless fight you lost

Pointless game, strongly lame, fleeing from my shame
Don't you suffer from your guilty innocence
Pieced apart, nearly far, I'm lost in the dark
All your lights are bright yet broken
Swing my arms to and fro and see the sky below
Then your loudness remains unspoken
I don't ask for help
You don't know your worth

First touch, rather I be fading away
You may have no home you run to
Downed, I can't escape through growth nor decay
Rise and end the endless fight you lost

First touch, I can feel me fading away
Now you have a home you run to
Judged, I might cause to others pleasure or pain
Will it end the endless fights you've sought