MALICE Video (MV)

I'm waking every day
With all these voices in my head
They tell just to end it all
And beg for mercy
At the gates of hell
But I don't wanna die
And I don't want to live
I'm sick of suffering
But it's looking oh so grim

Evil in my veins
It's black like tar
And burns
My skin I sin my flesh
It starts to boil
And my demons start to toil
Screaming in my head
I cock the hammer
Shed a tear
And I toss it to the ground
I cannot leave here now

I'm sick of all of my demons
Dragging me into this pit
It has no ladder I can climb
Its got a noose to f*cking
Hang my neck
It's all a nightmare
It's all a nightmare
All of these visions in my head
Are why I am scared
Every single day
And every single night
I pray to god to save my f*cking life
But he has yet to show me a light
F*ck your religion
And f*ck all these bitches
I'm all on my own now
And I don't need any help

Malicious thoughts up in my brain
Tell me to go and murder your whole family
I grip on the scythe
And I wait for the right time to
Hack and then slash you away
I love when the blood trickles
Down both my arms
As I stab and I stab with my blade
No life for my enemies
All of them perish
I send them to meet their own fate

All these people tell me shit
That I already f*cking know
Like when the darkness will subside
And pain will leave me for awhile
Can you please
Just shut your mouth
And let me deal with this shit
I doubt you know what I am feeling
You have not been to where I have
Daggers are digging
Inside of my back
Demons are ripping
Away at my flesh
Never gon see daylight ever again
I close up my own coffin
And sleep with my dread