Shaheed Avi - Overthink (feat. Artueur) Lyrics

Constant state of insanity, I can't shake it off
Never dealt with the demons, now I can't think at all
Been on some other shit lately, start to enjoy the fall
Still having nightmares, the pills they gave me don't hide the flaws
Don't understand why they try to break me, what can I do
Seems their anger has got me hazy, can't see the truth
Am I overthinking, changing sequence, what's the meaning
I'm at the end, writing songs for no reason
What is the vibe when your nation's simply paralyzed
So many problems, I can't seem to get to paradise
What I've sacrifice, my mental just can't take no more
What I'm in it for
Said I need to calm down
F*ck I need another round
I just gotta find a better way
I need it right now
I got no f*cking chill, I can pop another pill
I'm f*cked up still, I'm f*cked up still
They say I need to calm down
Need to calm down
I got no f*cking chill, I can pop another pill
I'm f*cked up still, I'm f*cked up still
They say I need to calm down
Need to calm down
Lost my focus on all my pride, it's my greatest loss
Couple bitches betrayed me, I'm still the one they call
Don't have the patience to be out here just chasing waterfalls
Not ashamed to admit I'm anxious, seeing darkness fall
And my father just tell me that I'ma make it through
Show my mother I'm healthy, I hate to lie to you
I hate the shit that people telling me, so many enemies
I hope they rest in peace, about to make me commit felonies
Maybe I'm lacking the science, what are your thoughts
Gotta get back to my grinding, f*ck what it cost
What do you do when emotion killing all of your thoughts
What I'm in it for
Said I need to calm down
F*ck I need another round
I just gotta find a better way
I need it right now
I got no f*cking chill, I can pop another pill
I'm f*cked up still, I'm f*cked up still
They say I need to calm down
Need to calm down
I got no f*cking chill, I can pop another pill
I'm f*cked up still, I'm f*cked up still
They say I need to calm down
Need to calm down