Shanghai Dreams - Sober Lyrics

So undecided
So conflicting
So much misguided
You're feeling so constricted
You can't do anything about it
That's just the way you are
It feels so hard to say no
So you just say yes
You're okay with this
You're okay with that
But nothing really matters
Cause you can't really say what you feel
Yea you can't really say what you feel
What you feel oh what you feel
Oh what a world
Oh what a world
That I am living in
I wish that I was sober
Oh what a world
Oh what a world
That I am living in
I wish that I was sober
But that's part of my identity
Being paranoid thinking I'm my only enemy
I got so much time
But I'm wastin' all my energy
I'm getting to a point where I feel like I'm in jeopardy
I should prolly get help
Take care of myself
Before it's too late
And I'm going through hell