Shao Dow - Re:Set Lyrics

Yeah yeah
They said it's too hard
Too far
You can't survive
I had my
View dark
Bruised heart
No happy life
Didn't fit the group
Time flew by
So sad inside yo
Never really knew why
I was alive I had to find out
I hated the face that I saw in the mirror
Felt like a fake like a fraud a beginner
Wasn't really sure of myself
Calling for help
Silently stored all the thoughts in the inner
Didn't think I was worthy
Let me say that again so you heard me
Didn't think I deserved any mercy
From the jury the judge and attorney
In my own head trying to question my journey
So uncertain
Unconfident deep down hurting
Couldn't run from it
I felt the brunt of it
Cnd I wondered if there was a version
That I'd be triumphant in
Self-doubt trumpeting
So many days when I felt nothing in
Except loneliness rushing in
Crushing him
Silently suffering
Once again
*Shao Dow Noise*
I've had some of my hardest moments alone
When they thought I was coping
Cnd the dream that I had was a double-edged sword
But it still kept me floating
It's like life tried to think of the worst it could dig up
Cnd still couldn't move me
They say that it's easy to give up
But giving up just doesn't suit me
If I could Re:Set
Would I do it all again?
I've got these voices in my head
Said would I do it all again?
Every time I feel that feeling creep
Cnd the doubt try to keep me in my seat
Look around for a reason I've been breathing
Look at all the reasons that I dream
Never had it easy on this street
But I kept proceeding with my feet
I believe that all of it's been leading
Exactly where I need to be
Cnd if I could Re:Set
Would I do it all again?
I've got these voices in my head
It's a life of regret I fear
Cnd I know it might end in tears
But I've never been average
Carrying baggage
You will not forget I'm here
If I lived again and skipped the pain
Would I have a different brain
Or think the same?
Would I still forgive the strain that lit the flames?
Could I even lift the weight
Or rip the chains?
*Shao Dow Noise*
I can't control what happened
I can definitely control my reactions
Negativity holding my actions
My only enemy the view of myself I was trapped in back when
I lived Life From Zero
I didn't bow to the herd or the earholes
I've got a Subaru drive I'll survive if you loop me
'Cos giving up just doesn't suit me
If I could Re:Set
Would I do it all again?
No need to tell me how it ends
Cos I'd still do it all again
Yeah