Ugly Video (MV)

Thought I needed somebody to love me
Now my eyes open and I see that shit is ugly
We be all alone and I'm begging you to touch me
If you didn't want me then you never should've f*cked me
Now it's all f*cked cause you don't even trust me
Pushed me away feeling like you got a force field
Pressure in my head too much I got a nosebleed
Telling all your friends that you don't know me

Thought I needed somebody to love me
Now my eyes open and I see that shit is ugly
We be all alone and I'm begging you to touch me
If you didn't want me then you never should've f*cked me
Never should've told me that you cared
Never should've lied when I told you all my fears
But it's all good, cause I'm seeing so clear
I Washed my eyes clean with my own tears

I remember the days
When you and I were one and the same
Catching the flame
Fanning the blaze now we burning the bridge
Can't forgive what I did
I made some mistakes but I got no regrets
I'm living my life I ain't waiting on death
All of this shit on my chest
I feel the pain just let me take my last breath
My mind's made up, I'm gone, I ain't coming back
You can see me from a distance, like a running back
It ain't funny why laughing you

Thought I needed somebody to love me
Now my eyes open and I see that shit is ugly
We be all alone and I'm begging you to touch me
If you didn't want me then you never should've f*cked me
Never should've told me all the things that you did
Girl, I'm flying in the sky I ain't got no wings
All this pain that I'm feeling girl you don't know shit
Cause you won't talk to me you be acting like a - yuh

Thought I needed somebody to love me
Now my eyes open and I see that shit is ugly
We be all alone and I'm begging you to touch me
Idek how you put your friends above me