Shawn E - Sabotage Lyrics

Sabotage it's a, it's a, sabotage yeah
Sabotage it's a, it's a sabotage yeah
Blow my motherf*cking life up yeah yeah aye
Sabotage blow my motherf*cking life up

Yeah yeah Aye, life's been f*cked
Now I'm on the Road tryna tight things up
Chain smoke yeah I light things up
They don't know what I might bring up
Like f*ck it, what more can it do?
Already had me like more than a few
I got a problem, according to who?
It isn't me yo it's sorta been you
I'm out of my mind, on to a place
Looking for time that Shawn can replace
Flooded by thoughts, you call em mistakes
I call em' the demons that crawled in the space
Inside of my head, eating away
Struggled for years to keep em' away
Leave em behind if there's even a way
F*ck it, I lie, I don't mean what I say Aye
Yeah, tell me what the f*ck I'm talking bout
I got different sides of me and i'm about to call em' out
Theres a side of me that's down, theres a side that's never sad
There's a side that ruined every f*cking thing I ever had
And we fighting back and forth, I've been tryna get control
But no matter what I do man, it won't ever let me go, Whoa
Yeah, so maybe i'll cop to the fact
That it's cause of me that I got where I'm at

Said I've been tryna' get it right
But then I seem to get it wrong
There's sides of me that I don't like
Cause we don't seem to get a long
And when I go to call to you
You're never getting through to help
So i'll just blame it all on you
Although i do it to myself
Sabotage my whole life bitch, yeah

Said Maybe I'll blame it on you, hang with a crew
Speaks to the angels, seeing though angles, bangin' a few
That's what you thought? Probably not
Dawg I was gone from the molly and pot
Look at my mind, it's gotta' be shot
Wanted another commodity's hot
Maybe for once, i'll come with the truth
Instead of using another excuse
Substance abuse, was f*cking me up
Tell i'm good like nothing was up
Cutting it up, time for a switch
Using this song to remind me of this
Honestly i have been trying but acting like kind of a bitch

Said I've been tryna' get it right
But then I seem to get it wrong
There's sides of me that I don't like
Cause we don't seem to get a long
And when I go to call to you
You're never getting through to help
So i'll just blame it all on you
Although i do it to myself
Sabotage my whole life bitch, yeah