DEPRESSED Video (MV)

Yo
Depressed cause I been to too many parties
No I'm depressed cause I gave my heart to to many Barbies
She may be pretty on the outside but there two ways you don't know what she got inside her
Death, I have become the destroyer of worlds; I'm Oppenheimer
Awkward rhymer, awkward times, whenever I see M
I thought we were gonna be G's until we were old timers
Always falling out over shit that's minor
I could never settle down Shazzy could never say the risks behind him
But that's how I'm acting now
Be careful who you acting round
Listen what them guys chat about, don't be a chatty mouth
He fell in love with catty now, his yatties batty, spread across his so called boys sheets she getting dicked down, sit down
I think about that every time you bring your bitch round
Need to stop calling bitches, bitches
Need to stop switching
I'm a King like Charles, but I wanna be remembered like Darwin or Dickens
Nunez or Salah how I was ballin up north but it's Hazard that I'm picking
I could never love a girl cause I don't see how she could be all mine
I'm Tryna be the greatest of all time
In my mind I don't think that I'm alright
To much functional trauma
Gradually wasting away all my potential and giving in to my biggest fears
They say you manifest something then it's getting near; what about your biggest fears
What about spirals, go viral if I said it kinda sounds like BPD
The only thing that's beating me, is the laziness and the lack of sleep
Make it make sense g, it's kinda like the djinn sense me
But I could never do fake like thinking Kim K sexy
Tell this girl I don't need any more friends cause I been besties
End up beating then she takes the best of me
Leaves the rest to those who I should be blessed to see
Best believe need a real woman standing next to me
Cause there's less of them these days but even less men
Maybe it's too much oestrogen
Maybe it's a cultural shift that made Shazzy never bring the heat again
Maybe this world kills dreams young
Makes you never wanna speak again
Maybe I thought there were simpler ways to get the money so mummy could feast again
Doubting if I'll ever speak to Pete again
Either way - I'm still gonna be the best
Listen to my words when I speak now cause I ain't repeating them
That's why I don't do hooks cause you hear it one two times and then the songs you ain't repeating them
Maybe it's love that I need again
Ditch the drugs and me and my ex probably beat again
I used to make ps of codes like it's BBM
I remember I made a tune called VVS when I'd never touched a VVS
But if you're a fake imitation how you gonna beat the rest
Me in the Trenches? Fam I been depressed
7th day, sat down I need rest
S H A to the f*cking Z