Vain Video (MV)

I spent so many long nights dwelling on my life wishing I could make my wrongs right
I left my ego in the dust y'all screaming on sight
Not saying that that makes me better but the long life
That I'm gon be living to deliver this mission
Of blissfully written raps that bringing in all the women
It's seeming it doesn't register that I was leveraging
All my freedom for a chance to finally show all these bitches
That I'm not crazy or insane I'm slightly a little lazy
But my lady still love for all of the flaws that shade me
Was acting shady and she almost caught me cheating like Brady
A broken record recycling bars that be deflated
Still got you glazing like a donut
And my hair be on that Jason Mamoa
I got you choking on the stage after you see me flowing
Cause I'm on one a hot one look at the shit I'm dropping
Eat it up F*ck it's Delicious like Action Bronson
I wing it I spin it
The records popping
I'm chopping samples
Got you cramping
You're pompous stop it
I fly off the handle
I be in shambles over music she blow me like a candle
And then I climb my ass right back up onto my motherf*cking mantle
I paint a better picture than Leo
Young fresh in my suit life's a movie like Regal (like I'm Leo)
My shit is written by Tarantino
I'm blowing up the music and the movie scene like I'm Childish Gambino
Carhartt jacket weighing heavy on my shoulders
F*ck the weight of the world you know she left my heart colder
Than a six pack but I got more heat than six Gats
Bars are tighter than my six pack when I'm fighting I attack
Like I'm one punch man with Howard Stern hair
You wanna see my f*cking show then everybody paying fairs
Everybody give me money cause know all the ladies love me
Wanna hug me and f*ck me but know they ain't that f*cking lucky
Everybody gonna die someday so if I go out tomorrow
Motherf*cker go out saying that I always tried my best to put the music first and worry bout the women later
Some nights catch me praying to nothing
Hoping there's something
Everybody gon die someday so when I lost every friend and never thought I'd make amends
There was a gun up to my head and I thought that not a person even read
A single text or listened to that track that I just f*cking sent
Like I ain't shit rapping better than most of your favorites and everybody still treat me like their bitch
Well when I spit a track and take six shits with my sick hits
And suck out all your grit with half the work of my last diss
Don't you wonder why I went so hard
I warned you that the bar was high and caught you rapping bout the car
That you rented your bitch robbed you blind she took your bag and spent it
All that red is way too much to try to make up with a pension
Let me teach you a lesson you hear what I spit and you're second guessing
Picking up the mic like it's a dirty needle
Know I'm lethal
I'm your regal said I'm in a movie like Neo
Hear what I say under this steeple evolving like Weedle
These people cannot grasp that I'm an artist like Michael or Leo
You're the audience of vultures and seagulls
Swing for the fences Bambino family tree had two DJs
The third gen is destined with that musical Tarantino
My alter ego shooting heavy shots they call me Desert Eagle
Im sorry that I'm overconfident they stepping on my ego
I'm sorry I'm so pretentious
I'm sorry that all my records make me sound so motherf*cking impressive
I'm sorry my face is looking angry today
The RBF is in my veins there's too much food on my plate
For me to hate everybody who was once doubting Shea
Cause y'all a cakewalk I'm chilling now cause they say I ate
I guess I let my ego Re-inflate
I took the time to love myself and all the music that I made
I'm grateful for the people who been wrecking my mental
You only own my movie shortly bust your block like a rental
I'm sexy cause I'm white as Jeremy Allen
Hosting bitches in the late night like my name was Jimmy Fallon
You was doubting on my talent
But hearing the f*cking album
Glazers tell me we was homies and haters cursing the outcome
Shoutout Planet Euphoria
Shea Michael
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