Sheldon Sabastian - Crash Gamble Lyrics

I'm gone
Yeah
Self
I'm chasing a thing I can't grab
But somehow I know that it's real
If I ain't put shit in my songs
Wouldn't know how I'd say how I feel
Been on the road a little bit
Young nigga chasing them mills
Emailing me for my soul
They tryna lock me in that deal
I ain't go for it
I know that I'm pushing
I know that I'm gone
I'm back in this shit
I just got 10k off my latest lil song
I wonder if they see the talent
I wonder if they hear the songs
The case when I'm gone
I know what I know
I moved out the crib
I communicate less when I talk to the fam
I know that I'm wrong
But it's pain that I'm tryna heal best as I can
If I have kids, I hope I remember to ask how they feel
I'm giving you life, I don't own you
Believe I'ma die on that hill
Depending on who you gon ask
They'll say it ain't cost me a lot
I'm crying in front of my therapist
I'd say it cost me a lot
This feels like a movie I seen
But I don't remember the plot
Scribbling notes in my book
It's like I escape when I jot
Going through customs
Another 2 weeks I'm away from the crib
My credit card balance is higher than me but I'm taking that trip
I'm taking the over on me,
I know that that gamble gon hit
Can't take when I split
It is what it is
It is what it is, man
Yeah
Crash