Shiki XO - i do not believe Lyrics

This room is full of people that I have never seen
But they know all my secrets, and everyone's so f*cking mean
And that girl sitting there in the chair by the window
She told me I'll never find my way out, but I don't believe her
Smoke another cigarette on someone's mother's porch
And dream about the day when you wake up and see the world
And not these same four walls and those same drugs and that same girl
You told me that that day is coming soon, but I don't believe you

I do not believe in anything I see
It makes it hard to breathe
These temporary comforts: a child's laugh on LSD
And I do not believe

I tried to let you go, I tried to forget what I saw
But I spoke, though no one listened, and my word became the law
And now I'm here alone at 3am and you don't call
Although you said you would. Why'd I believe you
I'm going to California, pack the bags and fill the car
You say I'm just some cliche and that I won't make it far
But I'm alive so why not try? Or maybe that's too hard
They said all good things come to those who wait. But I don't believe them

I do not believe in anything I see
It makes it hard to breathe
These temporary comforts: nicotine, amphetamines
And I do not believe
I do not believe in anything I see
It makes it hard to speak
The girl that doesn't love you until she gets down on her knees
And I do not believe