Shiny Penny - Thirty Lyrics

Caught up feeling low on mercy
Thought I'd be more sure by thirty
But time doesn't know my need
Made my choices, weathered seasons
Took my losses, gave my reasons
And watched as I lost my dream
Tell me what did I do with me
Still I'm trying
But I'm struggling to see
And the striving
Is wearying me
If dying is the key to be set free
Will you help me
'Cause I'm still here
Holding to the hope in me
But I'm still here, growing
Will you grow in me
Same old moments and routines
These days and hours
And minutes fleeting
I'm caught in my own machine
Tell me what did I do with me
When it's quiet
I remember that You are abiding
But those moments are few
If dying is the only sure way through
Help me trust You
'Cause I'm still here
Holding to the hope in me
But I'm still here, growing
Will you grow in me
Lord I'm still here
Holding to the hope in me
But I'm still here, growing
Will you grow in me
Will you grow in me
Will you grow in me