Shirly - Rather Be Lyrics

I did my best
I put my work into the test
And all my life, they could've said
Thought you knew why, thought you knew why
It's your fault things broke a thousand times, but it's alright, ye, it's alright

My life is blessed
If this is so, then where is my cheque
They raising dollars, but I pay rent
Thought I knew why, thought I knew why
It's enough I'm broke and not wise, but it's all lies, ye, it's all lies

I've been through that crazy motion picture, do you like me?
I've gone through hell but these anxiety surround me
Raise up your hand to switch with anyone beside me
Can you do that? Take a look at bad luck?

Cuz honestly I rather be... is someone not me
And honestly I rather see... is someone not me

Wake up, Makeup, act like your fine
Spending in the studio, like why do I try

No trust, no luck, been played too many times
Put on disguise, like this isn't my life

Honestly I rather be... is someone not me
You don't want to be, someone that is me, and you don't want to feel, a beat up energy

I look at the people around me
She's perfect while he has some money
They smile and act like they happy
But do they care how I feel

It's all those problem that disturbs me
The yells of my thoughts, it's so loudly
And all those treatment from society
It's no wonder why, I won't accept me

I've been through that crazy motion picture, do you like me?
I've gone through hell but these anxiety surround me
Raise up your hand to switch with anyone beside me
Can you do that? Take a look at bad luck?

Cuz honestly I rather be... is someone not me
And honestly I rather see... is someone not me

Wake up, Makeup, act like your fine
Spending in the studio, like why do I try

No trust, no luck, been played too many times
Put on disguise, like this isn't my life

Honestly I rather be... is someone not me
You don't want to be, someone that is me, and you don't want to feel, a beat up energy