Fighting Video (MV)

I missed everything
Everything
When everything is bright and clear
And I could see
I can do what I want
What I could think
When I can do the stuff
That I can't do now
Where did all that strength go
I don't know
Where the stuff I put long ago
I don't know
Cause even if I tried
I'm not enough
Even if it hurts
I won't give up
Long ago
I was I child, but now I'm not
Long ago
I think it was happy, I think
Cause even if
There was sadness, there's always hope
But I can't
Barely see myself living
When I close my eyes
I feel calm
But I can't keep it close
For much longer
Cause I could see
Far beyond my sight
That there is darkness
That I'm afraid to fight
Stand up
I can't anymore
Tough it up
I am weak
But
Even though
I'm still here
On my knees, fighting
I missed everything
Everything
When everything is bright and clear
And I could see
I can do what I want
What I could think
When I can do the stuff
That I can't do now
Why am I still here?
I should give up, no no
Why I'm still trying?
I'm so broken, I know
Cause they say,
Where there is will
There is a way
Kind of beautiful
I just keep lighting up the fire
So it won't burn out
But it's not as bright
Anymore
What happened to me?
Cause I don't really know
I don't really
Know
When I close my eyes
I feel calm
But I can't keep it close
For much longer
Cause I could see
Far beyond my sight
That there is darkness
That I'm afraid to fight
Stand up
I can't anymore
Tough it up
I am weak
But
Even though
I'm still here
On my knees, fighting