Sometimes I want it to myself If I go with it, love me
Sometimes I think to myself If I die, will they hug me
Sometimes I think to myself If I paint these walls with my blood
Will they still show me love? Yeah, or treat me like a thug
I wish heaven had a phone That's the reason that I'm singing
I wish heaven had a phone But the girls are the only thing that's ringing
Ring it like a siren Without you, I start getting violent
People say I'm delusional It's hard to win when you keep losing, folks
Cause I got people in the grave And they gon' never see the light again
Cause I got people in the grave I'm popping percs like some vitamins
Sometimes I want it to myself If I go with it, love me
Sometimes I think to myself If I die, will they hug me
Sometimes I think to myself If I paint these walls with my blood
Will they still show me love? Yeah, or treat me like a thug
It all happens for a reason I made friends with my demons
Got me light for cancer Cause I ain't never gonna answer
I put my pain in this styrofoam Styrofoam, styrofoam
I put my pain in this microphone Microphone, microphone