I go to the wrong places
So why do I keep going out
Sleep on motel floors for now
Look at what i've become
I mess with the wrong people
They don't even help me up
When I say I'm not enough
The back of my mind goes numb
After every time we hang up gravitate to lies and makeup stories that I'll be okay
Said id never come back to you, wishing I could have some redos, making all the same mistakes
Im always stuck, its a cycle, bad habits on repeat
I've had enough, where'd my mind go, im lost like my belief
This really sucks, like a spiral, falling off my feet
Well maybe one day I will come to life but only if its do or die
Lately I've been all frozen
What happens if I never get
Over what I'm messing with
It's somethin I cant outrun
After every time we hang up gravitate to lies and makeup stories that I'll be okay
Said id never come back to you, wishing I could have some redos, making all the same mistakes
Im always stuck, its a cycle, bad habits on repeat
I've had enough, where'd my mind go, im lost like my belief
This really sucks, like a spiral, falling off my feet
Well maybe one day I will come to life but only if its do or die
Strangers, this club
Pour a bottle but I don't drink up
What the hell am I doing here
What the hell am I doing here
Im always stuck, its a cycle, bad habits on repeat
I've had enough, where'd my mind go, im lost like my belief
This really sucks, like a spiral, falling off my feet
Well maybe one day I will come to life but only if its do or die