Struggle Video (MV)

Know the time I'm on, see my patience gone, We all came in this game alone
I can't help it, if I'm selfish Still remain, tryna gain it all,
Talk down my dawg, but his patience gone, we all came in this game alone
Shit you dealt with, when you're helpless, and your back's against the wall

Just accept the pain for things out my control and what I couldn't change
Couldn't break, know I made mistakes but see that's just a game
Feel like people using me, and nothing like it used to be
I'm selfish, if I'm forced to make a choice, well trust I'm choosing me
Everything said in anger, it ain't truly what I meant
Couldn't let him disrespect me, conversations got intense
Said I'm dead and he don't need me, I ain't spoken to him since
Picking up the phone to talk, just to let my nigga vent
See this life ain't really fair, and your feelings never spared
Even though I know it hurt me, I act like I never cared
Took my losses on the chin, I survived I'm supposed to win
Cross me then it's over, that's for foes, blood and closest kin,
Hard to grin, swear I can't pretend, feel I want revenge,
Talking to my dog to calm me down and help me focus in,
Bandage up the wounds, time is helping with the healing
Still I'm mourning from the deaths and kinda numb from all the killings

Know the time I'm on, see my patience gone, We all came in this game alone
I can't help it, if I'm selfish Still remain, tryna gain it all,
Talk down my dawg, but his patience gone, we all came in this game alone
Shit you dealt with, when you're helpless, and your back's against the wall

They never around when you need them, now they acting kinda iffy
Niggas ain't a hundred more like 59/50, cap nigga, skilled with the hands and I rap nigga,
Crash disrespect I'm on your ass, don't make me snap nigga
Gamble through the dice, pay the price if you crap out
Admitting no defeat or giving up will never tap out
Eating kinda good, trying to give to the needy
Reconciled and built a bond, broken chains felt it free me
Call me selfish but I'm focused on myself and getting greedy
Talk shit but know I got em if my brothers ever need me
Feeling all that I done given, feel it's more than I'm receiving
Never appreciate your hustle, till the day you leave greiving
Wen they show you who they are, then it's best dat you believe em
Like it's treason, know they need you, still will bite the had that feed'em
Built my hustle on my own, a lot of doubters so egregious
Life's hard against the odds, but I'm back to getting even,

Know the time I'm on, see my patience gone, We all came in this game alone
I can't help it, if I'm selfish Still remain, tryna gain it all,
Talk down my dawg, but his patience gone, we all came in this game alone
Shit you dealt with, when you're helpless, and your back's against the wall